i’ve never had an issue with being alone, aside from being an only child who was considered strange by most of her peers, being alone happened often; so i never cared too much for company.
However as I got older, i’m starting to break through that shell once more, in an attempt to reach out to someone new, romances were more frequent when i was younger, but a wall i’ve buit seems to serve me well durig such discouraging chapters in my life. Clearly every person needs to hold another human being from time to time, but seeking that connection leads to dead ends and knots in loss of communication and interest.
How i do i keep the other and myself interested? how does one seek another for companionship?
Am I so dence that i cannot see what’s right infront of me? or am i afraid of such advances cause i fear the connection won’t be as strong as desired from either party?
Whatever the case may be, i’m moderatly content with no such romances and perhaps i jus don’t have the time nore patience to seek one…