April 2010
Still Awake.
My eyes refuse to stay open. as my lids begin to fall and my lashes rest gently upon one another, i drift into a deep slumber.
Hoping to never wake from the sweetest memories of a contemporary world i’ve built inside my mind to hide from realities demons and prey upon the angels too foolish to stay away.
This is where i am. Living in a tree, breathing within each spring blossom and every...
“Like stars we are Alone, hoping to swim in a constellation where our...”
Watchmy intro refuses to work on youtube.. must figure out bugs
Love was in the air.
whoa! whoa! whoa!
Hold up a minute!
if you can’t take the heat, get the fuck out of my kitchen,
hush, hush, hush.
hush up just a moment!
cause all your jibber jabber don’t make sense as of current.
Hey! hey! hey!
she’s a pretty little lady
Got her legs all crossed, I can tell that you’ve been beggin’
Take this No For an answer
Cause all your bitching and ya...
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OMG!!!! My Moms Friend William Produced my Song!!!...
“Romeo, Romeo Where art Thou, Romeo?”
Fearing the Past.
Every Single moment that i was waiting alone, every single time that i was left on my own, you were the only one, the only one; i wanted.
Now all the moments that we had, happened so long ago, I thought that it would be hard to finally let you go, just look at me now, look at me now; I’m Standing.
I was beaten badly to the point where I was broken, as you stood above me laughing you were...
i love how mac gets to have a Widget so i can post things online without having to go online xD Wicked!!
Real.
How do i deem a Dream of my own, when all of my faults have turned me into stone
when will i start to dream all alone, cause i notice my dreams are not all of my own.
well will i start to breath before speak so i don’t choke on words when i try to read,
Every lover knows the pain i feel because without them ever knowing, i felt a love so real.
and when it was over they laid right beside...
that fucker.
-whatsarahsaid:
hm, so today downtown was pretty fun.
except for the gun scare on queen’s park. that = not so much.
i’m tired as hell, and so pooped.
didn’t take enough pictures, but it was great to see angela, kayla and hang out with veronica.
got the bag from that girl from heels over head, I LOVE IT. $5 man, it’s hot.
yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup.
i made $60 this week. pretty damn...
Every heart beat
Every time you speak
I’m losin’...
You Must be Imaginary
Every heart beat
Every time you speak
I’m losin’ it, I’m Fallin’ down.
I’ve hit the ground.
Every glance i get
Every moment in your bed
I’m cravin’ you, you look beautiful.
you can’t be real. (no)
But every day is better than yesterday
You Have This Effect On me.
Its getting harder to breathe (harder to breath)
i’m losin’ grip...
when its all over.
Your eyes mirror the suns raze every time i see you.
Even when the sky is dull and grey you’re still able to make me appreciate the sun.
All the times you hold my hand I hold on to it tight in fear i might not be able to hold it again.
Every time i see you smile I’m relieved to know your not suffering for just that moment.
I care about you now, so anyone who tries to hurt you,...
If We Shared a Brain...
J: yo, can i borrow the brain this weekend?
elle: are you gonna be smoking weed?
J: Ummm… Nooo? -shifty eyes-
elle: Oh Hell Fucking No! You are Not Fucking Up Brain like That You can have it when your not gonna do drugs!
J: But Ellleee But I wannnnaaa!
elle: what have i said about smoking pot with brain?? -taps foot-
J: that it kills brains cells… BUT
elle: No BUTS this Brain needs Proper care and Understanding.
J: But It'll Expand Your Mind! :D
elle: Jenn…No.. just No.. You can have it when your ready to use it properly.
J: awhhh… Fine… :
ok fine then, have it your way.
-whatsarahsaid:
I finally got glow in the dark stars for my walls. AND THEY ARE SPARKLY!!~
I miss the colorful ones I had on before, but I don’t know where they are, I don’t even know if you can see the sparkles on the stars either :/ oh well.
-sigh-
I don’t mind the hall monitors, I’ve never been booked or anything.
So yeh…
Drop in was alright, I’ve realized that if you ever want drama, go...
God Forbid I get My Hands on You.
my hands around your skinny neck,
Your blood on my fists and clothes.
Your lips will chatter, your voice will tremble and you will finally know,
not to fuck with anyone i love. and that is how i’ll show.
So lock your doors, and watch your back, be afraid of my very voice.
Because i’m as sweet and sugar and bitter as coffee if you make the wrong choice.
“Like a Game of Chess, Pawn after Pawn will Fall.
She’s after my king....”
For Elle <3
[Chorus] Blame it on the goose ...
LIVE Not LOVE.
Love? What is such a thing expressed by four letters? L.o.v.e…. That stupid word. Said to save lives? Change minds? Empower? …Sure empowered you… I Love You I love my mom I love Life I love my friends I love the sun… Which ones real? when will it actually end up being true? when are people gonna stop telling me they love me and disappearing? when am I gonna stop believing...
“One Good Thing about Music.
When It Hits You, You Feel No Pain.
- Bob Marley”
I'm not that kinda Girl...Anymore.
Slept over at Kotys last night after going to the hospital.. looks like he might have to have surgery on his shoulder… his dad put minutes on his cell phone so yey! he hates texting and i can text him :P anyways, spent the day with him attempting to retrieve his transcripts so he can get back into school, not entirely an utter fail soo we chilled downtown. and went to his old hand out the...
“Wow, It’s funny how fast you make my heart beat.
You leave me in awh...”
That Was All I Ever Wanted.
-Thanks, For being you, being bright, being fresh, and being kind.
I’m glad you’re getting back into the groove of things, and i’m content knowing we can start this story over, and this time with a happy ending.
”
Today felt great! I woke up in my own bed to the ringing of my phone knowing it was Koty i answered and said i’d get ready and see him around 3.
Mom...
“Why is it that when some girls don’t get things their way, they have to...”
Home Is Where The Heart Is.
Back Home from my 3 day kick out for stupid behaviour and disrespecting house rules.
Noticing some immaturity about situations in people, I mean people don’t have to know everything about your life… or other peoples lives yah know? Some shit needs to stay zipped up. But hey who am i to talk i used to bare it all on Facebook for the world to see and critique. but thats long and over. now its...
and all that i know is all that I’m told...
Minds On Different Frequencies. Hearts Twisted in...
If There’s Smoke, There’s Fire right? No, It Could also possibly mean someone’s seriously hot-boxing their bedroom.
Prepare yourself for some of my rambles.
Anyways.. Have you ever noticed in a room full of people that their minds clash unexpectedly? people show different emotions in the way they sit how their eyes move or the tap of a finger hell even the tone of voice. It...
Empty Hearts follow Empty Heads.
Ever since i was a kid I have been Alone.
being called ugly, fat, stupid weren’t the only things i remember. I remember barley seeing my mom and growing up and taking care of myself at the early age of eight. even tho i couldn’t reach the counter to get a glass of water to drink, or the box of cereal I still made it by with a stool.
being alone not only just as a child but it stayed...
I'll Be waiting. For you.
Your eyes So clear just like the sky.
opening up my heart and seeing through my mind.
I know things won’t last, i knew you were better.
I knew that if i chose him, I’d lose a family member.
only time will tell of the adventures i will have, and I will wait for you here.
but i hope we’ll have our own once time has finally healed.
Because honestly i hold you dear.
he never...
even after we get what we want. we're still not...
Love comes in Leaps and Bounds.
Destruction of the heart cripples when it shouldn’t
Every time you look at me the guilt was overwhelming because I loved him too.
If i could go back, never meet him, never touch him, kiss him, let him in. I know you and I would have never met.
And this all makes me sad.
I had you. a dear friend,
and I Had him, someone who understood the twists in my...
“It is better to have Loved and Lost, Than to have Never Loved at all.”
